Restless and Worn

I know what you're probably thinking, "Abi finally blogged about Ukraine!"
nope.
Even I thought I was going to blog about Ukraine. I sat on the couch with my lap top, opened a new blog post..... and nope.
sorry.
It's not happening.
 I went to the east coast with Comrade for sunrise and soul-soothing in the ocean. But it wasn't enough. I was restless.
 I wanted to swim and swim and swim and swim until my heart gave out and my body succumbed to the waves. I needed so much space that my eyes couldn't rest on anything but an eternally blue horizon. I needed a boat.
Need is a relative term.
 All I really need is Christ. But a boat would've been nice.
 I will blog about Ukraine eventually, I'm just having trouble getting the words right. In the meantime, 10th Ave's words will have to explain what mine can't.

I'm tired 
 I'm worn 
 My heart is heavy 
 From the work it takes to keep on breathing 
 I've made mistakes 
 I've let my hope fail 
 My soul feels crushed 
 By the weight of this world 
 And I know that you can give me rest 
 So I cry out with all that I have left 
 Let me see redemption win 
 Let me know the struggle ends 
 That you can mend a heart that's frail and torn 
 I want to know a song can rise 
 From the ashes of a broken life 
 And all that's dead inside can be reborn 
 Cause I'm worn 
 I know I need To lift my eyes up 
 But I'm too week 
 Life just won't let up 
 And I know that You can give me rest 
 So I cry out with all that I have left 
 Let me see redemption win 
 Let me know the struggle ends 
 That you can mend a heart that's frail and torn 
 I want to know a song can rise 
 From the ashes of a broken life 
 And all that's dead inside can be reborn 
 Cause I'm worn And my prayers are wearing thin 
 I'm worn even before the day begins 
 I'm worn I've lost my will to fight 
 I'm worn so heaven come and flood my eyes 
 Let me see redemption win 
 Let me know the struggle ends 
 That you can mend a heart that's frail and torn 
 I want to know a song can rise 
 From the ashes of a broken life 
 And all that's dead inside can be reborn 
 Yes all that's dead inside will be reborn 
 Though I'm worn 
 Yeah I'm worn