"...where dear self is concerned!"

So I'm doing exactly what I promised myself I wouldn't do, blogging about me. Fabulous. Another thing to add to the hate list. Anyway, I'll at least keep it brief. WHY WHY WHY must I always do what I have determined not to?!?! Why must I win? Why must I always retaliate? Ya know, losing just rubs in that I'm a loser, but winning strikes it home.